Punched...

You know that feeling like you got punched in the stomach...

That's me tonight!

WHY?

a couple of reasons...

First is rejection.

I'm better off. I KNOW I am! Seeing someones true colors speaks volumes.

but just knowing he DIDN'T want me.

OUCH!

(there is a lot more to the story I wish I could say but I can't)

second...Getting a certain someone you used to dates wedding invitation.

I truly am happy for him and I know she is a better match for him.

But still...

I'm just grateful god knows me better than I do...

He has a plan for me.

I just need to have FAITH!

Faith that all this pain and loneliness will be worth it in the end.

" maybe the happy ending is just moving on. or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope. "