Every once in awhile, every girl needs to do this right!? For me it was last night....I feel pretty rejuvinated getting it all out of me. It hit me that TIME has robbed me. Even though I understand it's not MY timing, but it's gods timing. It still stings a little to think that Marianne and I will NEVER have babies together. The girls won't have cousins their ages. I feel a lot better though after letting it all out.